Tanpa Judul

Aku sepi di keramaian...
Mungkin kau takkan peduli...
Kau sengajakan jarak membentang...
Tiada ku berpantang...

Aku jantungmu yang berdegup sepanjang jengkal bumi...
Sejauh langkah kau ayunkan, di sanalah rinduku...
Dimana letak hatimu?
Aku hamba tiada berdaya...
Kemana arah tertuju...
Tempat penghabisan dilema...

Aku menghirup keramaian seperti deru nafasmu yang memburu...
Terpana seluas semesta jiwa...
Maukah kau tahu kabarku di sini?
Sekejap saja agar kau pahami...
Kaulah setinggi-tinggi kepasrahanku...
Nikmati duniamu...
Pertanyaanku di lain waktu...

Muhammad Nurul Hidayat
4 November 2018

Ruang Rindu

Kesunyian ini untukmu...
Duhai kaulah gemuruh keramaian di alam khayalku...
Tak perduli tawa, tak perduli air matapun kan ku jelang...
Memastikanmu di ujung jalan...

Apa kabar?
Seharian belum ku tengok potretmu...
Ku luangkan sejenak seperti biasa...
Ku kabarimu lewat doa...

Ku ingin menyerah...
Ku ingin berhenti...
Namun bagaimana aku berdusta...
Lalu berjalan menjauhi tujuan...

Apa kabar?
Aku selalu sendiri...
Mempertahankan namamu...
Biar mereka bilang aku dungu...
Namun tahukah kamu...
Bahwa tiada kata menyesal tuk membela segala yang diyakini...

Biar kita saling mencari...
Dalam seribu warna jiwa sendiri...
Sebab jarak diciptakan...
Untuk memberikan ruang kepada rindu...

Muhammad Nurul Hidayat
1 November 2018

A smiling coffee

Rhapsodies lining up as list to pass...
Takes my desires to the sunset...
A thousand brewed cheers...
A thousand distilled fears...
For a sublimation of incertitude...

Oh the aroma of dearest night...
You are my lonely part...
Stay humble and show your resoluteness...
The world will woof damn hard...

Captivated, i would be...
the leaves are falling down and so...
The winds are softly conversing...
One each other...

For the firmness of purpose...
Your aroma will remind of allegiance...
Let's dance for the sake of tomorrow...
When you will feel no sorrow...

M. Nurul Hidayat
Friday 28th, 2018

Awakening

This is for i should love me better...
When the sounds bark from the sky high...
Fully covered is my pain...
Crawling through the lane...

Would i starve to death?
As sun starts to fade...
All was bright and early...
i was too much in cheer...

I am not to literally below my feeling...
Found is no glad tidings...
Me is like i was, to keep tuned of blindness...
Striving for no goals like a broken vow...
I really am thrown, docked at the awakening...

Something is splendidly slipping into me...
As the morning vibe creeps...
Thus, i can save my delight...
For the next dining talk...

Muhammad Nurul Hidayat
9 Agustus 2018

Sabda Angin

Hai...
Aku angin...
Izinkan aku singgah sampaikan pesan...
Untuk jiwa seribu pertimbangan...
Resapilah rindu yang menyusup melalui pori-pori dan aliran darahmu...
Bertanya dan berulang di tiap-tiap setelah persembahanmu...

Hai...
Engkau yang disebut-sebut...
Yang jadi candu hati dan fikiran...
Namamu meninggi di dekapnya...
Tempatmulah di dekatnya...

Hai...
Aku anginmu kini...
Aku jadi saksi pekerjaannya...
Semilirku kan buatmu mengerti...
Cintanya selalu bergerak...
Menghimpun rangkaian hikmah...
Merangkum ragam emosi itu...
Menghamparkan arena...
Laksana wahana rintang...

Hai...
Tandai langkahnya...
Berapa jarak berapa musim menggores nyawa menghitam...
Demi iringan awan yang pulang pergi...
Demi langit yang menaungi...
Tak teringin membusuk di sini...
Harapnya bahagia menanti...

Muhammad Nurul Hidayat

Sailing Home

Sailing home, sailing home...

Smiling in the storm...

A hero's just come up...
Right out of gloomy soul...

Sailing home, sailing home...

Breathe in well wishing breeze...

Bring home just all has passed...

Sip the holy wine of afterwards...

If he could just reason out his being there...

Nothing brighter than the light of guidance...

After much deliberation for no up-made mind...

It's a power of silence that shows...

He is a drippy passage of eternity...

He longs for diverting night...

Such a drunken man of supplication...

For a subdued lust of evil sides...

M. Nurul Hidayat

September 16, 2018

Melodious Whisper

One lost his track...
Call at this desperate thirst...
Busted was the way...
Reaping no despair...
Heave of the sea with the rising chorus...
For the pitch advancing accordingly...

Black and blue has been he...
Earned a tons of memory...
What a time to reveal...
Strive forward and feel...
For the deep blue sea...
For the sheltering heaven...
He started up a "new-be"...

Blood and pain as the staple meal...
Light and hope should be clear...
"God gracious...had i been blessed this far..."
He narrated as being taken aback...

Oh dear of the rhyme...
Let me write the melodious whisper...
You can even catch in most time...
As the signal is obvious...
Hardly ever are you curious...

Arul
September, 13th 2018

Mendung

Sunyi yang bernyanyi...
Bunyi yang sembunyi...
Senja berangsur menggiring...
Ragam logika nan berbaur...

Aku mendung...
Engkau siapa?
Engkau sakitku...
Sedalam-dalam pedih dan doaku...

Berpulang di gelap...
Pamit ku beranjak...
Kata-kata yang mengering...
Dibias cahaya berpaling...

Tinggalah di sana...
Pesan tak terucap...
Tinggalah di sana...
Kasih berbalas murka...
Tinggalah menata...
Jiwa runtuh porak poranda...

M. Nurul Hidayat
31 Agustus 2018